So I thought.

Around 3:20 this morning I got the text....A picture of my friends brand new baby girl. I curled up in SO's arms (Who was completely oblivious to this because he was passed out snoring away) and cried for about 20 minutes. I AM so happy for her and love her to death, but at the same time this cold sting of jealousy won't go away.

Lord give me strength to get through this...